used to be.now.

yes, him, 09052011. 

He was my first love. he was the one i spend 6months plus with. he was the one who cared when no one else bother. he was the one who stood up for me. he was the one who was there to talk to me when there wasnt.

now thats he gone for good. im back to where im before. i know although there are times i still do miss you, still reminisce about the times i was with you. 

if we are still together, in another 4days, it will be our 1st year. have you forgotten?

i cant imagine you being happy with someone else. we both didnt make it the future. im sorry. 

im quite happy with my life now.i really dont wish to contact you anymore. sorry.

im missing him now, someone who had replaced you. 

but, i dont think we are meant to be, i just have to wait for the right one, i really wish my friends would stop trying to help me matchmake me and him together. 

if its meant to be, it will be.

let natural take its course.