'i live in misery' -maroon 5
I feel so alone, why do you have to leave and then come back? I really hate it, I'm like going back to my old self, someone who will cry every time, no longer know what is happiness, who will stalk you and visit your profile everyday, she misses you alot and when she sees you again, she's going to burst into tears. :'( do you know how she feels now? She feels so empty, she want to breakdown anytime, she wants you here with her so badly, she wants you to change, she wants your hug so badly, she wants you to care for her again and never repeat what you did. But could you do that for her boy? Can you love her the way her mother nags, her father cares, her brother comfort and her bestie talk to her, how her boyfriend care and could be like a best friend to turn too? Could you? I really doubt, you came back and ruin her life onece again, she is feeling so upset, it seems I've she never get over it once, even after 2months. How is she going to survive all this? How is she going to gt it of this misery, this sadness and torment? Isolation is all she knows, it feels like nobody ever cared for her once, like nobody ever love her before, and alL she knows is alone, empty, tears and hurts. No one could jeer open her eart up, no one cold ever understand what she want and how she feels. She cry herself to sleep, she cries when she bath, this routines happens very single day,and when she wake up, is a new night a for her, when she sleep she wishes that she never have wake up, she wishes that all this could end, she is running away, she couldn't face the reality, nor the world, she could no longer take it anymore. She want to give up. Her life. Her world.