You just cant.

You just can't do it.
You just can't love him back.
You just can't hug him tight.
You just can't kiss him right.
You just can't do every single shit right.

And when you realize you can't, you than realize there was someone else whom you care even more than you care about him. There was someone who was worth more time than he does. There was someone that you would Want to be with even more. There is someone you wish to be with every single day, from the time you wake up to the time you sleep, the very first and last thing on your mind. The one that you cannot get off for a second.

Have you ever get those feelings?

When i was finally letting go off those feelings towards you, you came running back, wanting me back. This time round even though I agreed. But, you are the one getting hurt this time, and not me. Because my heart has already consist of him. This time round, I'm going to limit myself from falling back to history.

When you know it was starting to change. That's when you came running back. That was when you start to get worried. That was when you start to be scared off. But, that was when I finally learn.