Why must you do all this?

Yes, I stalk your twitter, facebook and instagram. Although you don't update it every single day, but I still do.
I will stalk and see who you add, what you like and all these.
You created a new account, and the name is just as disgusting as it is. First : hankypanky now: needemgirls, nice isn't it?
Seriously, I really give up on your 'hongster' personality.
I thought you would change after I left or your previous did, but it seems even worser than the past, I really don't know what to say or what to do to help you. You said you don't want to study, okay. You said one whole lot, and you expect me to believe after all that you hurt me? Fat hopes.
After what i saw, my emotions really fell like a rollar coaster.
After what I've been through today, I really should give up hope on everything. I really give up.
First that, second that and now this. Awesome or what? How long more must I be played out by life.
You want me to start hating? Can.
Maybe when you start to let go of everything, you will deserve something better. Just maybe.
Maybe if I give up everything I had once...