Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Little secrets.

It's been a long long long long time since I did a blog post... :/
So, today, I'm here talking about "My Little Secret." If you know me in real life, you will know that I'm someone cheerful, and friendly I guess. But... Deep down, I'm just someone who is depressed and self harm. 

Being depressed is fine. But self harming, nah. You will be called attention seeker if you did that in society. 
Self-harming isn't something that people do to gain attention, or seek attention, it's just something that helps us relief the pain. You may say its stupid, but ever wonder why we self harm? 
Yes, I slit my wrist with sharp objects. I bite myself when slitting doesn't helps, and even pinch myself till it becomes a blue-black. It just relief the pain. And when nights I feel depressed I would just cry myself to sleep. 
When something is bothering me, I would just keep quiet the whole day. 
This world just feel empty honestly. 
I know self harming isn't a good thing to do, but do spare a thought on people who self harmed, because they have been through too much, and bullying them just makes it even worst. Just imagining feeling worthless, taken for granted, lonely, being picked on, it's never a good feeling. 
Although, I have to admit I still self harm sometimes, but I'm trying to quit it. 
Do just join me in commentating the black ribbon day on 30th November by wearing a black ribbon on your wrist to support people who self harmed, or once go through it. And, if you see people with black ribbon, just go up and encourage them. Greatest appreciation :) thanks! ^^ 
Do remember to tag me @camilletann_ a photo of you guys on Instagram on that day to support people that self harm <3 

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