Why do you make me feel as though we are drifting apart, and fading away, further and further from each other? Why do you make me feel as though I made the wrong choice?
What if I tell you what is really on my mind, would you even bother about it?
Sometimes, the only thing I could do is just cry, cry till I have got no tears left.
Do you really want to know what's on my mind?
I tried so hard, try not to give up, I try...I'm really feel tired, it's only been 2months and I already feel like giving up, I keep asking myself, why do I even choose this? I didn't regret it, but I didn't expect all these, I always ask myself, have we drifted apart? Have our feelings fade? How long more can we last? How long more can I continue? How long more till I give up? What must I do? Will you change? But honestly, I wish I could care less, expect lesser, so I won't get hurt and disappointed. I know I couldn't. And if one day I finally did it, it will be the day where it's the time that I will start giving up. You have seems to stop trying, and start to care less, you seems to change, is it just me or is it the truth.
I wish I could be happy, I wish that I could give lesser. But why?
Many times I tried to hard for your attention.
Many times I wanted more, hope for more.
Many times I expect too much.
And many times I waited for too long.
Many thoughts have been running in and out of my mind.
Is it only when people disliked us being together than you would fight for it? Or is it when there's major problems than you will do it?
What if I tell you that I will leave now? What would you do? What if I ignored you, would you care and get worried?
Have you forgotten everything you said? I guess so.
