Having a infatuation or a crush. Caring about them, noticing every of their details, even those minor details that others cannot see. But, it's not call love yet.
Wanting to be with them so much, but scared that the other party don't like them.
It always happen, and when it happens, it hurts a lot. It's like a heartache.
I told myself that we were impossible. I wanted my heart to have a break after the previous two.
Wondering how much more so that it will be over. Wanting it to end. Wanting to get over it quickly. Wanting to hide away from all the pain. Wanting so many things to happen, but it isn't possible. I told myself to give up. I told myself so many things, but the feelings is still there.
